I’m not ready for this. i’m not ready to leave everything behind. i’m not ready to start over. im not ready to forget. im not ready to move on. im not ready.
but then I think about how you did that. so fast. without hesitation. without confusion. without me.
it hurts like hell. it makes me mad. it makes me sad. it makes me lost.
but im still not ready…
2 AM and I am alone
Everyone i know is dreaming of the stars
But I lay awake
Thinking about where they are
I toss and turn
And play music to breathe
But no matter what I do
There is no light to see
I can’t shut my mind off
The voices saying that I am nothing
And every time I get a glimpse of light
It vanishes in a second
I can’t stop thinking, I can’t stop the hurting
I want to go to sleep and dream
And forget the darkness
But my stars have vanished
And I am alone
Sometimes I just dont get it. I dont get why we have so much pain in our lives. And I dont get why we have to hurt so much.
Its 3:03am and my roommate has been throwing up for 2 and a half hours. I decided to stay up with him to keep him company and make sure he’s okay. He’s sleeping on the couch now and Im on the other one just to make sure he doesn't wake up and throws up again.
When he was throwing up in the bathroom, I kept thinking to myself, why? Why do we face so much pain in our lives at the worst possible moments.
I know there is an answer in the scriptures. Without pain we cant understand or know happiness. and that makes sense. I know that Heavenly Father has made it this way for a reason. And I cant argue that at all. Pain is soehtign that can shape how you act and who you are today.
But It just sucks how things can happen at the worst times. Like just when you think things coulde’t get worse, they do. This month has been a crap show and to be completely honest, so has this year. There have been highlights here and there. But Its been a hard year. And im scared its going to get much harder.
I told you that after the bike crash, I kept thinking about what my reason and purpose was here. And that has been on my mind everyday for the past two weeks. I keep thinking to myself, is there a reason why I am here in Rexburg. rooming with my roommates now. Working on projects that are sent my way. Why have I met people in the past and questioning if the people I have met recently are true friends and can be trusted. Its been a tough time and I cant help but be scared, paranoid, and self conscious.
I know im not going to get an answer from a burning bush or a light from Heaven. But sometimes I just wish I could. it would take away so much stress and that would be a really huge comfort. Ive found that in rexburg, im surrounded by questions and worries. and it gets worse if I were to go anywhere else But there is a special place to me in the mountains that I found last year. I decided to go back there a day ago. When I got there, it was just me. just me in the woods. no cars, no humans, just the trees and the sounds of nature. This felt weird because I felt at peace. I said a prayer there and it felt like one of the most sincere prayers I have said in a while. I dont know if I found comfort from that or if I was just able to relax. But either way., some measure of peace is good right?
Sorry if this has been a rant or something. I made this blog to write about whatever. And I like to keep it that way. This post won’t have photos or anything, but it comes from the heart.
if theres one more thing that I have to say, is that I hope that things start making sense soon. not only for me, but for all the other people I care about. everyone deserves clarity and peace, and even when we work hard to align ourself with Heavenly Father, it can still take time. So for anyone reading this, I am praying for you, that you get your answers. That you find your reason and your path.
One step at a time right?
with love -Husain
Hey.
Long time no chat. Its been a crazy couple of weeks and not in the good kind. I guess we shall start at the biggest event.
On May 13th, I crashed my motorcycle while going 50mph on a curvy road. There was a car that came out of nowhere and I swerved to the right but I hit the gravel and lost control of my bike. The bike was heading towards a telephone pole so I tried to turn it right and It flipped onto its left and I flew off.
I remember everything about the crash and I remember I coulde’t breathe for a good 2-3 minutes. And then the pain in my back was horrible. I think as far as physical pain, that was the worst I’ve ever felt.
The car that drove my stoped and called 911 and I was sent to the hospital. They gave me pain killers and did a CT scan. And for some miraculous reason, I was fine. No broken bones, No internal bleeding, no surgery. Just a bunch of bruising and contusions. Its been a week since that happened and the only thing that hurts is my knee. I honestly cant understand why I wasn’t more injured.
I tried to post a Instagram about this and share my testimony but I think it got the wrong impression and deleted the post. It was overwhelming and I didn’t meant o grab attention. I honestly just wanted to share how much of a testimony builder it was.
But here’s the thing, the mental exhaustion was something I didn’t expect. The countless text was amazing and stressful at the same time. But also the anxiety of “why am I still here” or “why did this happen”. It was very scary because I didn’t know what to do.
I didn’t handle the situation as well as I should have. And I ended up taking it out on a friend that didn’t deserve it. I was really scared, stressed, and doubtful. But I talked to him afterwards and he understood and I apologized and I hope we are good.
The thing is, when your going that fast with telephones near you, a lot could go wrong. And its really scary to think that. But I remember my friend told me that “heavenly father isn’t done with you yet” and “you have a purpose. He knows it and you have to find it.”
Those words have been in my mind ever since the crash. And I am trying to figure it out.
Any doubts I had before about why I am on this earth is gone. I know that there is a reason ad a purpose. But now its time to figure out what it is? Am I here to help others? Am I here to do good?
Im not sure the answers. I feel like the road this year has been rough. Ive felt alone and scared. Ive felt sad and betrayed. And ive been hurt in ways like no other before. But then I have to realize, that throughout all of these trials and burdens, ive made it. Its been painful and I’m not sure if its for a reason, but I walked away from that crash for some purpose. I hope and pray that I will know that purpose soon and that I can live up to what Heavenly Father expects from me.
I am so grateful of our beautiful and loving Heavenly Father and I know that he has a plan for all of us.
With love
-Husain
Not gonna lie, things have been hard. Life has ups and downs and it sucks. But that’s part of the deal. But I found one way to breathe.
I’ve always wanted a motorcycle ever since I was a kid and watched Mission Impossible. I thought it would be the coolest thing and that I would be cool on it. But it was a dream. When I turned 18 I kept thinking of it, just not thinking of it as a possibility. But it was always apart of the plan.
This year has been rough. I kinda kept thinking that I just didn’t have a path or anything worth doing. But then I just thought, what about a motorcycle? I promised that I would get a motorcycle license in January and I didn’t do that. So I thought on day on Friday, that I would go in and take my motorcycle test. I studied during the weekend and took the test on Tuesday. I didn’t miss a single question which was kinda cool!
So I had the permit. Next step was to get a bike. I went into Rexburg Motor Sports just to look at some options and learn about bikes. I met a guy there names Clinton. He helped me through the whole thing! Learning about bikes. What kind. How much to spend. Which one I want. Every little detail. And I found the one.
I wanted to get a cruiser because those bikes just look bad A.
so I found the Honda Rebel 500. I did a lot of research on it and found out that it was a great bike to get and will last me a while. I ended up making the decision to buy it new because of warranty’s and such. It just so happened that RMS had the exact model and color that I wanted. So I decided to go for it and buy a bike. And I don’t regret it at all.
One thing I have found from learning to ride and going on longer rides and getting used to the bike, is that it is so freeing. I feel like when i’m on the bike, I can focus. I don't think about things that stress me out or give me anxiety or attacks. I just focus on the road. Where i’m going. And what i’m doing. I love every bit of it. I can listen to music and just drive where ever I want. I feel like I can escape my life and breathe. I know it sounds cheesy and everything.
but seriously, it’s so true. I feel at peace. I feel like i’m meditating And relaxing. (Also I feel like a bad A 😂)
I think just the fact that I am capable of doing things that I thought would just be a dream,
is really amazing. It gives me hope that i’m not hopeless and that I have a path. Just got to find it.
Heavenly Father has it all worked out. Just got to trust him.
-Batman 😉
"Actually, there is a word for that. It’s love. I’m in love with her, okay? If you’re looking for the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want no matter how much it destroys you, it’s love. And when you love someone you just, you…you don’t stop, ever. Even when people roll their eyes, and call you crazy. Even then. Especially then. You just– you don’t give up. Because if I could just give up…if I could just, you know, take the whole world’s advice and– and move on and find someone else, that wouldn’t be love. That would be… that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for. But I– that is not what this is." Ted Mosby
you want them to have everything they want even if it destroys you… crazy isn't it? Crazy, but so frikken true.
So this might be kinda weird but I’m just gonna write..
What if…? Thats a question that haunts everyone. What if I didn’t go to that party? What if I didn’t get an A on that test? What if I didn’t live in the apartment that I do right now? What if I’m not meant to find love, but lead others to it? What if….?
Ive been thinking about that for a while. Honestly evrytime I ask myself that, I get pretty sad. I just always question myself with everything. What if I didn’t move to Idaho for college? What if past girl friends break up with me? What if I served a mission? What if I didn’t have a crap ton of mental health issues? What if I was better…
I think everyone has these questions that haunt them. Because we never think we are good enough. But tbh, Im just gonna speak about me right now. I dont mean to be selfish, but lets be honest, is anyone actually reading this? lol
if I play back all the moments of life, I just feel like im one big A screw up. I find mistake after mistake after mistake. What if I was smarter while in school? What if I didn’t meet those bad people that caused years of trauma for me. What if I didn’t confront those people who beat me up. What if I was a better significant other to a girl in my past? What if I had served a mission? What if I didn’t try and take my life, when I knew it was the wrong thing to do? And what if I was enough?
I see so many flaws in me and it hurts iike crap. I dont really know where to start. Kinda just dont understand my purpose. And maybe im not supposed to know that right now? Maybe im just supposed to take the punches and just try to stay strong. I have wondering what my purpose is.
I try to look on the bright side and say that those things in my past that have scared me will help someone in the future. But I dont know if thats true. I really hope it is. But its hard to try to look in the mirror and see someone you like. Im sure im not the only one who does that.
Ive always seemed like when I get close to something amazing, well it vanishes. And if I really think about it, there aren’t many things I really want in this world. I want to be as strong as I can in the gospel. I want to marry the girl of my dreams and make her the happiest person on this earth. I want to be able to do something I love and build a career from it. And I want to be able to help others.
But im sure that there are reasons for all of this. Im sure there are reasons for all the pain people feel in their lives. Theres a reason for all of that. Without sadness, we cant have happiness (2 Nephi 2) And if I realize it, all that pain and sadness has taught me how happy that I can be. Without those pains, I woulde’t be here as I am today.
So back to my original question, What if?
Maybe there are different ways of asking that question. Maybe instead of what if I was better? It goes something like, What if everything works out? What if I am near to something beautiful? What if the person I am going to help is going to call me up? What if I trust Heavenly Father and have faith that he will guide me when I cant see. And what if I stand strong, with the armor of God, and hold true and steadfast. D&C 27:15
Even though life can hurt. and can feel like a punch in the stomach, a dagger in the heart, and a soul crushing weight on you, Its all worth it! I can just feel Heavenly Fathers presence and his hand on my shoulder.
I can feel the comfort and the strength he gives me. And I know that he won’t leave me alone. My plan is to only get closer and stronger in my faith. And I know that Heavenly Father will be there.
So if your asking yourself that question, ask yourself, what if its all going to be great? What if the adventure is just getting started!
We got this!
Husain
Hey everyone. Fair warning, this might be a long post.
Social Media is like a Rubik's cube with one side solved. When you look at it head on, you see everything is neat and in its right place. Everything is perfect and in line and pristine. But if you turn the cube around you’ll see that the cube is mixed up and messed up. The pieces are unsolved and jumbles and one big mess. Thats social media. A instagram page could be perfect on the outside, but that persons like isn’t. And I know this because I do it all the time.
I post photos for companies and art and such, but my life is far from perfect. You dont see the insecurity, self doubt, the not enough ness, the mental and physical pain life has. But on instagram, you dont have to share that. You can be perfect. You can be everything that everyone wants you to be. And that can be comforting… until it affects how you life your life.
When you meet up with friends and you have wear a fake face in front of them, or when you have to talk to a business and hide all the stress you have on your shoulders… thats when it gets too much. The truth is, none of us are perfect. And thats the point of life. Thats the reason why we are here, so we can strive to become something better and more Christ like.
During “Come Follow Me'“ this week, it as all about the priesthood. And I thought to myself that a lot of people (myself included) think that we have to be perfect. We think that in order to have the authority and power of the Priesthood, that we have to be flawless and never make a mistake ever. But the thing is, none of us are. We are all struggling with different things in our lives and different obstacles. Those things might effect how we live our lives or how we approach certain things. But just because you cant do things “like everyone else”, doesn’t mean you dont have worth. Doesn’t mean you are lesser. Doesn’t mean that you are not enough.
The feeling of being “not enough” or “lesser” than others is something that I have struggled with my whole life. I was struggling with this in elementary school. I always thought they were people who were just better than me in every way and I had no chance to be noteworthy. And its been the most paralyzing thought I have ever had. I get anxious and scared just thinking that I haven’t done certain things or lives a certain life.
But I remember thinking this thought, “Our imperfections make us perfect.” And I thought about that for a long time. We as sons and daughters of Heavenly Father are not perfect. We aren’t without flaws. And I have realized that because of those flaws, or little things we do, that make us unique and special. That is what makes us perfect. To someone, we might be exactly what they want or need in their lives. But to ourselves, we pick out everything that is “wrong” with us and beat ourselves up about it. Example, I think I am not enough because of my height, or my build. In reality, people don’t care, but I think they do and that makes me more self conscious.
What my whole point to this is, we might not be “perfect” but that deosn’t mean we aren’t enough. That doesn’t mean we are lesser than those who bully us or insult us. We have a purpose on this earth and a reason why we are blessed with imperfections. Heavenly Father has a purpose for us and sometimes we just have to be patient until we figure out what that purpose is. So next time you think of someones life being person on a social media page, remember that rubix cube. And think of your own and how you can work on solving your own cube.
Your imperfection make you perfect.
-Husain
All we can do in this life is try. And that ts what Im going to do. Yeah, life sucks sometimes. And sometimes when things are looking up, the ground beneath your feet crumble and you have to start all over again.
But you know, thats what we have signed up for. To keep trying and keep pushing forward. It doesn’t mean that life won’t hurt. Trust me, it frkken hurts. But there is always hope. There is always a light in the dark.
I (like many of you) have gone through a lot. Been in the lowest of lows and the highest of highs. And sometimes I want to quit. Sometimes I want to just disappear and forget. But then I realize that all those experiences, bad or good, make me who I am today. And even though I have a lot of work to do. And even though I dont feel like I am enough. I am proud of where I am today.
I realize this a couple nights ago. If I were to sit in my room and hide from the world, I would be useless. There would be no purpose to me. So I got up the next morning and got out of the house. I visited some friends, I got food. All those little things. And it made me think, I might not be doing well right now, but so are so many other people. And they could be having a worse day than me. So if I can say hi to someone and make them smile, its all worth it.
At the end of the day, I want the people I care about most to be happy. And I know that when I do that, I can feel happiness as well. Its hard when things seem off track or the world just seems to be getting darker, but if we want the light, we got to be the light for others. To all the people of my past, present, future, I want you to be happy. I want you to feel free and love the world. And I know you all want that for me.
So basically, one step at a time. Even we are at the bottom of a cave, the only way to get out is to get up, and put one step in front of the other. Yeah each step hurts more and more, but if you cant do it for yourself, do it for others. One day those steps you take, will be for you. One. Step. At. A. Time. Thats all we can do. The road might be long, but it will be worth it.
We got this! I love you!
-Husain
Wanna know the truth?
I hate posting any content right now. If I had it my way, I wouldn’t post. I woulde’t create any art. I wouldn’t do any of it right now. Cause sometimes it just hurts like hell and there is no motivation. And sometimes you just don’t have the energy.
But the thing is, I have to be posting now. Not for me, but for my business. For clients I am working with now or in the future. I need to be posting and engaging on social media.
And It’s really frikken hard. I feel so fake. I feel like I am lying to everyone about my life and my emotions and state of mind. I have always hated that about social media, and ive always tried to not be apart of that. To use art to convey true emotions and actually feelings. Instead of pretending to be someone I am not.
But I guess thats how the game is played. You just have to fake it. Fake what ever you are actually feeling for the growth of a business or platform. And if I had it my way, I would change that in any way I can. But I don’t think or know how to do that.
I know there’s the whole “fake it till you make it” thing. But sometimes faking it makes you go in the opposite direction. I don’t really know what the heck to do. But I guess I just have to keep hustling and make the most of it right? Just don’t waste away and do nothing with my life. Its just hard to fake a smile sometimes.
Anyways, thats my rant for today.
-the dude who writes this blog
Second blog post in one day?! This is unheard of!!!
Hey everyone!
I don’t know if you can tell, but I have been feeling super creative recently. I think mainly its because it keeps my mind busy and helps me see more joy in dark times. I love how photography makes me feel and even when its hard to get up in the morning, there’s nothing better than a feeling of accomplishment after you take some photos to make you feel better. And to be honest, I’ve been pretty lonely these past 2 weeks. A lot of my friend are super busy this semester and its kinda hard to meet up with people cause of scheduling. So I got to get creative and work on enjoying spending time with myself.
But this post is all about creativity. Whether or not it makes sense or if it has been done before by other people, I don’t think that should hinder you from trying it yourself. My examples are the photos below. A lot of them have been taking by other photographers. But I didn’t want that to stop me from trying. Because even if its been done, I will learn by doing them. And I can put my own flare on it!
Ive been focusing a lot on products and creative ways to show them. And it might be repetitive for people who see them on instagram, but I don’t really care. Theres a quote that basically says “You are the god of your own social media”
And I think thats so true. So many people post things or make things that other people want them too, but not for themselves. I have been taking photos that I love to take and trying new things and that makes me happy. Who knows? Maybe it will attract the attention of a company that wants to work with me?
All Im saying is that you should always create for yourself! I find that it help rekindle my creativity and its also fun to be creative and try new things!
I hope you all like the photos :)
Check out my instagram! instagram.com/insainhusain
I have been obsessed with studio/product/dramatic photography! There is just a bunch of creative photos I can be taking and I am definitely trying to take them
So remember last post, I took this shot of water pouring into a glass? Well I got really inspired from that and wanted to stick to the water theme! So I was scrolling the YouTubes and I found this video by Peter McKinnon! (and by found, I mean I searched for it specifically because I love him and he’s my favorite photographer!) And the video was all about underwater product photography! So I thought perfect!
Basically what I did was I found a fish tank Walmart for $10. Total steal! And then the ideas came flowing! I filled it up half way and lite it really well! The thing is, when I was dropping things, I had to make sure my shutter speed was super high so I could capture the moment perfectly. I have a Canon 1dx mark ii so that really helped because it can shoot 16 photos a second! But I still have to make sure that shutter is fast to capture the moment without any motion blur! So I set my shutter but there wasn’t a lot of light so I had to raise my ISO to 3200 which I wasn’t too worried about. But next I had to bump up the aputure because I wanted more to be in focus incase I missed things. So I had my aperture at 5.6!
But how the heck am I supposed to get enough light when its super dark like that? A big A lighting source!
I set up my Aputure 300x as close as I could to the fishtanks and blasted the light! Then all that was left to do was drop things into the water! I found an old stop watch, a watch, and a old film camera that was broken! Perfect!
Okay enough talk! Time to see the photos! Let me know what you think!
with love- Husain!
I’m so excited about this photo!
I got inspired by Peter Mckinnon (no supprise there) from one of his videos about product photography. He was pouring whiskey into a glass and he shot it beautifully!
So I thought I’m gonna try that…. but with water. I frikken love water!
So I set up a Aputure 300x on one side, a Aputure MX on the other, a glass in the middle, put my camera on burst mode, had a remote, poured the water, and took the shot!
AND I FRIKKEN NAILED IT!
Check it out! Also follow me on instagram! @insainhusain
Okay I go now! See ya!
with love - Husain!
Hey everyone! Long time no see!
So, you probably know I like fashion, if not… I like fashion lol.
To be honest, its mainly three thing… coats, boots, and suits! And it makes me happy that I am hopefully started to be a content creator for a suit company here in Rexburg! I love suits and mens fashion and they do a great job!
I believe that when you dress well, you feel well! This year has been pretty hard so far but I just gotta think, one step at a time. Turns out that one of those steps is getting dressed and getting out of the house for me. And thats exactly what I’m going to do. Besides, there’s nothing wrong about dressing well :)
The photos of me I’m wearing a three piece, single breasted, burgundy suit and it is by far my favorite suit I’ve ever owned! Paired that with a crisp white shirts and a black tie and pocket square and finished it off with a nice matte black tie bar.
And oh, lets not forget the awesome boots! They are the Ankari Floruss black combat boots! And oh boy I love those boots!
Honestly I would love to get to the point where I can wear a different suit everyday for a week! Goal for 2021? possibly!
Well I hope y’all are having a good year, semester, month, week. day, hour, minute, second ;)
With love, Husain
Boots: https://www.ankarifloruss.com/products/combat-boot-black
Suit: https://freemanclothing.com
Husain : Instagram.com/insainhusain ;)
Whats up!
I have been so terrible at making these blog post but I am going to get better! Also the point of the blog is photography and adventure! I think this will help me get more motivated and creative!
Okay, so I know the past blog post was about fashion and product photography. But todays going to be different.
I want to prefase this by saying, we are all growing and evolving. Sometimes I feel that because of where we have grown up or the people we grew up around forces us to stay in this little bubble. For example, I grew up in the Bay Area. I was surrounded by very liberal views and a very different culture to where I am now. And thats okay! Thats what I knew and I am glad I grew up the way I did! But what’s not okay is the judgment I have gotten by people who I have called friends. This judgment comes from me trying new things and expanding my knowledge, views, hobbies, and finding me!
No matter what anyone says, you do you! If you wanna try something, do it! Dont listen to them haters!
This leads me to what ive been getting into lately! Shooting! Honestly I was kinda afraid of guns but thats because I never really knew anything about them! But after a lot of learning and training, I have really been fascinated and love shooting!
I hung out with my friends and we brought some 9mm and some 22s. And oh boy it was fun!
I hope you like the photos! Let me know what you think!
with love, Husain
Hey everyone!
Sorry I’ve been MIA recently. Ive been slacking and forgetting to post, so that’s my bad!
Anyways, one thing you probably should know about me, is that I LOVE fashion! To me its another art form to express yourself with. Honestly I truly believe in the quote “look good, feel good!”
When I get ready in the morning, I wanna dress to feel good. It gets me in the mindset to be productive and it just helps me wake up. I think dressing nice and comfortable for you is a huge step to feeling great!
Ive been wanting to do more fashion photography recently but I haven’t been super inspired yet. But recently I have been watching the YouTube channel One Dapper Street and ive been super inspired to work and experiment with style! And this is the season to do it! During the fall and winter seasons, I practically live in boots. I love wearing boots and I’m super happy with the ones I have. I own three pairs of Thursday Boots and I practically only wear them. But Im not easy on them. I wear my boots to the max! Thursdays can keep up with the wear and tear of life and they look better with time!
I recently purchase a pair of black boots from Ankari Floures and I super excited for the to arrive! Expect a bunch of photos!
Ill keep ya posted!
With love,
Husain
I am not a wildlife photographer!
Mainly because Ive never really gotten the change and also im not patient enough. But! When my best friend surprised me with a little adventure! I had to learn on the go!
We went to this place close to where we life that’s full of marsh land and little lakes. It was a nature reselrve and it was so beautiful! It was a really moody cold day and it started snowing so we were the only ones there! Which I love because we can do what ever we want! So on the way there, we say this beautiful bald eagle and I think I got the best photo of an animal I have ever gotten! I love the photos so much!
So something interesting happened. It started to snow really hard and it ended up looking like a lot of grain in the photos. But I think it added some cool effect to the photos!
Oh and also I followed a moose with a drone!
Let me know what you think of the photos!
For all of my years as a photographer, Ive always been on the earth shooting photos. But I never got a good view of the earth from above! Until… a couple months ago when I bought my first drone!
Drones are so awesome! They always give a great perspective that not many people see! Just seeing the earth from above is just something else and its a great way to be artsy! You can use your composition to tell a story like with any photo!
I bought the DJI Mavic Air and I love it! I wanted to get the Air because of its size and weight. Its really portable and something I can keep in my camera bag without taking too much space. The image quality is great too! The video that comes from the drone is fantastic! With a little color grading, the footage looks like a movie! But I do have a complaint :( The photos from the drone are quite hard to edit with. It has a 12mp sensor which to be honest isn’t a lot. So the opportunity to crop and resize the image in post isn’t as easy as a normal camera. So you are forced to get your composition in camera, which isn’t the worst thing, but it can be challenging.
One more thing that I kinda don’t like about the Air is the colors. Ive noticed that during the fall, the trees look really similar in color and clarity. But overall its a great drone! Just with a little editing in Lightroom, the photos can look amazing! I’m really loving the process and shot I’m getting and plus, its frikken fun!
Hey everyone! Hows it going?!
Living in Rexburg, I have a lot of friends who love to go hunting. To be honest I was never interested in hunting before mainly because I didn’t understand it.
But I learned more about it and its actually really exciting! Also there’s a crap ton that you have to learn! its quite amazing to be honest. I love seeing my friends reading the trails and looking for little details everywhere. Its fascinating! My buddy Nick invited me to go a while back and I really enjoyed the adventure! So when he went again, I wanted to come along too! But this time, I wanted to shoot ;)
Sooo I brought my 5d and took a bunch of photos hehehe. I just thought it was really fun and a good adventure to I hope you enjoy!
with love, Husain
In Rexburg, the cozy, magical fall season doens’t last too long. Before we know it its winter and cold! So I’m trying to soak up as much of it as possible! That means a crap ton of hot chocolate, pumpkin everything, and fall photos! I actually have an app on my phone that I can plan out my instagram feed ( I know, I know, im crazy like that ;)) and currently it is full of fall photos! And I am so happy about it! I honestly with this seasons would last so much longer but I can’t control the weather, so I gotta make the most of it while I can!
I have this awesome friend Emily that is getting into photography and she’s amazing at it! And we decided to go into the forest past the temple and take some cool photos of the trees and the colors! Plus I did a little bit of modeling ;)
Honestly I just love taking photos! its something that calms me and puts me at peace. And also its a way or people to see the world like I do. Which in my opinion, is firkin dope!
With love, Husain!
