I Am Fake

Wanna know the truth?

I hate posting any content right now. If I had it my way, I wouldn’t post. I woulde’t create any art. I wouldn’t do any of it right now. Cause sometimes it just hurts like hell and there is no motivation. And sometimes you just don’t have the energy.

But the thing is, I have to be posting now. Not for me, but for my business. For clients I am working with now or in the future. I need to be posting and engaging on social media.

And It’s really frikken hard. I feel so fake. I feel like I am lying to everyone about my life and my emotions and state of mind. I have always hated that about social media, and ive always tried to not be apart of that. To use art to convey true emotions and actually feelings. Instead of pretending to be someone I am not.

But I guess thats how the game is played. You just have to fake it. Fake what ever you are actually feeling for the growth of a business or platform. And if I had it my way, I would change that in any way I can. But I don’t think or know how to do that.

I know there’s the whole “fake it till you make it” thing. But sometimes faking it makes you go in the opposite direction. I don’t really know what the heck to do. But I guess I just have to keep hustling and make the most of it right? Just don’t waste away and do nothing with my life. Its just hard to fake a smile sometimes.

Anyways, thats my rant for today.

-the dude who writes this blog